think i’ve somehow changed my mind bout not studying in an university.. so strange.. i’m always on the stand tat i should just work after i get out of the army.. and grab a part time degree then start life as a true adult..

recently have been thinking i’ve been thinking again.. i’ve now decided that if NUS accepts me.. i’ll go for it.. else i’ll drop the idea..

i want to make it big but how.. i’m not contented with the free lancing projects i’ve been doing nor the $50 per trip computer fixing sessions.. i want to grow my web hosting “business” but i’ve been putting it off and off time and time again.. (clara should know :???: ) i’m greedy, i’m blinded by money.. no maybe not.. don’t tell me money is not important in making one happy.. i’m sure it does..

i just wish to enjoy a better life in the future, relieving my parents of the burden.. yet i don’t need to live in luxury nor drive the ferrari (well, i can’t drive yet as of now :cryout:).. don’t think i’m asking too much eh?

i want to be less of a procrastinator, more workaholic, smarter, more :evil: (yes, most business man are evil) in the right sense and lovable by all! :lust: